Alone

It's dark, creepy, and silent.
Too scared to breathe.
Too scared too look back now, I just can't.!
Oh wow, I feel this chill that is just repeatdly going up and down my spine.
Should I be scared?
I'm worthless,brokenhearted, and ALONE.!
What more can I be when I know that I will always be this way.

Life

My life just gets worse and worse every single moment of the day.
Parents always fighting, losing the one person I truely ever loved and being adopted.
I wish I could just go and live on my own....
I wish I could just disappear...
I wish I could fall off the face of the earth.
Tired of feeling worthless.
Tired of being the one to blame.
Tired of having these tears run down my face.
Tired of being a nobody.
It's indeed hard to try to be perfect.
Having your parents always arguing doesn't really help.
Also having your heartbroken into a billion pieces isn't the way to go either.
But, the worse part of everything is me being adopted .
Point is... my life is complicated and I can't deal with any of it anymore.
I wish I could be normal.

Who I Am

People look at me and already feel like they have to automatically judge me.
But do you all even have the room to talk.
Everyone hates it when people judge them without getting to know them, then why do it to others.
I'm not as bad as you all may see me as.
I'm sweet, outgoing, extremely fun to be around